My Wander

Trying to not think about you,
Makes me think about you. 
Trying to forget your touch,
Reminds me how untouched I am. 
 
Thinking about your smile,
Reminds me how you stole mine. 
Thinking about how I had to leave you,
Reminds me how you've left me. 
 
Feeling this numb,
Shows me how hurt I am. 
Being so crazy in love with you,
Reminds me how I need to become sane. 
 
The silence when I have nobody now,
Shows an escape from shouting and threats. 
 
Walking alone with my head down,
Reminds me how high I was and how hard I ve now hit the ground. 
How I ll never get back up. 
How I have no choice but to get back up. 
Wandering.
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