by choice

i sit in the dark/ to be alone/ to be in solitude/ in the shadows/ i keep/ to not be seen/ mysterious to you/ no one sees me/ no one hears me/ i am secluded/ what you may call loner/ i give nothing/ i take nothing/ just the air that you breathe/ if i had a choice/ i wouldn't breathe at all/ but suicide../ not for me/ i won't go that way/ i won't end my life/ by my own hand/ people say it's stupid/ to be so depressing/ to talk about death/ like it's my heaven/ but it's not stupid/ if you know the feeling/ it's not dumb/ unless you're happy/ i wish i can be sad-free/ but i'm not/ i can't/ i try and try/ every day/ to get over the pain/ i feel inside...

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