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still, unanswered.
Doesn’t matter how much I try to purify, I’ll still be filth
Doesn’t matter where I go or where it flows, I’ll still be nowhere
One time I wish I could be perfect to you, I’d still be nothing
Sometimes wish I could leave it all behind, It’d still come back for me
Sometimes just don’t want to go to sleep, can’t stand to be awake anymore
One time I felt that I was real, and pure, but you’ve buried that beneath this dirt
So this is what I have become
So this is what I have to deal with
So this is everything as a result
So this is me trying to find some reason why
Why am I here?
Something that will never be answered
Who really am I?
Someone that will never fit
What am I doing here?
Nothing
Where am I going?
Nowhere
When will this end?
Never
A dead end path and a dead end life
Desolate surroundings, Nobody near my cage
And now I’m nothing, but I could have been something
And now it’s not going to change, because if it hasn’t, it’s not going to
And now there is no reason to keep going, because there is no destination
And now there lies an escape, but theres no proof it exists
You’re only here to get what you want
You’re only here to pretend you care
You’re only here to exist miles from my reach
You’re only here, but you’re never here
Should I pity you for losing what I’ve never had?
Should I accept the fact I’ll never see you again?
Should I believe that things will really get better?
Should I drown beneath these waves and never reach the surface?
This is what it’s meant to be
Take it or leave it, and I can’t do either
This is how it’s meant to be
Never truly happy, and I never will be
