such a fool i am for believing that this would ever come true
that there would ever be a me, that there would ever be a you
that there would ever be anyone there who ever really cares
that i could ever hold anything in this glove that somehow resembled love
some things just aren’t meant to become
like me with anyone, this heart is so numb
some things just aren’t meant to be seen,
i’ll dig myself a hole, because i wasn’t meant to be
sick of being a slave, just dig an early grave
sick of being alone, my existance is unknown
sick of walking the line, thinking everything’s fine
life is so full of traps, should just give up and collapse
take a look just one last time, before you lock the doors and leave it behind
is this what you’ve turned me into, or is it what i’ve been all along?
this disease will never leave, it doesn’t matter what you mean to me
don’t try to make me believe that there’s anything between us,
because i know there isn’t
if there was a god, even he’d turn his back on me
just like everyone and everything i’ve set my eyes upon
you’re all just fragments and memories i’m sure to forget
you’re all just pieces of me and destinations i’ve never met