I heard through the grapevine
That it was time
They were given it away
Hurried
Took my place in line
Stood firm
Feet planted like roots
Strong & stable
I thought...
I could c so far ahead
What was being given freely
Up at the
Never ending table
one stew pot, one silver ladle
THE PROTOCOL
1 pours for 2
2 pours for 3
then sip 2 gether
the line moves fast
It’s a beautiful sight 2 C
Reciprocity in its highest form
I smiled, imagined, and waited
I must be number 999
How would I know?
I never pulled a ticket
I just
Got in line
2 wait 4 mine
Conversations hummin’ like bees
Everyone appears satisfied
As they receive
Then walk swiftly away
From me
And
This line
Only peering back with memories
Of the joyful sound of
“next in line please”
All they weathered 2 finally
Be 4
2 be
first
in a special way
Patience has always been my virtue
To a fault
So when this one
Stepped in to cut me
I looked at the need in them
But not the need in me
Cuz disintegrating
Was the need in we
Excuse me Miss
I gave a once over
Moved aside and back
Number 1001 I suppose
But didn’t matter
My sneaks didn’t have
Holes in the soles
Seems like dawns turnin’ to dusk
Sleepiness creeps
However 2 b alert is a must
Don’t want to miss-step
Any shuffle forward
Bow my head
Say a prayer
Look ahead and practice
Like the others
Forming wanting hands
Until they form a cup
2 receive from that
One silver ladle
The creamy, steamy soup
From which to sup
Wait
Excuse me Miss
I mean no dis-
Respect…but
Step back, and so again I
Look up & down
Saw the tears
swallowed my own
Saw the frown
so familiar,something I've known
Number 1003, I assume
I’m losin’ count
Now-reassuring me
It’s not so bad huh?
At least I am able 2 still c
My turn comin’
My blessin’s not frontin’
I cup my hands tighter
Bow my head and pray harder
That my steppin’ back and away
For the need and understandin’ of another
Will find me on the day
When even I’m havin’ trouble
findin’ my own way
who will c my needs
the deeds I’ve done
hold me down
shuffle forward
take a step backward
no problem Miss
Mr. , Brother
May I
Step forward
2 steps only, thanks
Ok just one step more
Thank u so kindly
I will not 4 get
I will keep holdin’ U down
But
Will u
B there
2 use the ladle
And pour
In my time of need and understandin’
Soup 4 me?
W
H
E
N
“Next in line please”