True Love, Power, & The Mind

Now I lay me down 2 sleep

I pray, I pray, and I pray

on this tear stained pillow

wearing this pain stained jersey

reminiscent of nothing

not even a trace of your scent

I sniffed it the other day

and wished

that one year, two months, three weeks

and six days later

that I never washed it

but I did...

and I miss your ways

nothing will change

this void I feel

so I prayed last night

b 4 I drifted off into

la la dreamland

it is there

and

only there

that I have

been able 2

see your face

feel your touch

hear your voice

hear your laughter

feel your warmth

see your smile

I try 2 linger there

I long 2 stay there forever

yet I know that I can't

cuz

I will wake

at the time that

my psyche's alarm

says "wake up this is the time he usually goes to work"

"wake up and maybe

he will think of you"

cuz

the power of true love and the mind

will prevail

and it is at this point

that I am an

unbelieving & reluctant believer

and open my eyes

not because I doubt

the potency of my love

but because of an unwilling force

refusing 2 let it be

I

look at the clock

I

look at the phone

the tears

just fall

and again

I'm so

all

alone

Author's Notes/Comments: 

12/10/04
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