I Feel Like Giving Up

Inside Out

I feel as if I’m looking

Through a void in space,

As though I will never find

My accepted place.

I always feel so different

Not as all the rest,

Part of me wants to belong

Part feels like a pest.

I was raised so different

Not with god in mind,

I was raised with love

But not a good kind.

Sometimes I feel worthless

No chance of being right,

Sometimes I feel hopeless

Just give up on the fight.

I want to have a peaceful sleep

One with peaceful dreams,

Not one with hate and monsters

Not ones with screams.

I want to trust this God

Give him my whole heart,

I go to online lessons

And still don’t know where to start

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