Splash

Now that I am reaching out.
when I came up short again.
are you going to be so proud.
when you see my walls crumbling down.
when moments back You could have prevented this.
There is too much blame now.
so there is tons to go around.

I miss those calls so much.
they stopped coming
when you found out I couldn't ever come around.
stuck in planet descent
fallen away from innocence.
I am trying to find a new route to the rest of my life.
but there is no helping hands.
as I struggle through the night.
I won't let this bring me down.
Ill wait it out some more.

Just a little broke and hollow.
stuck in a wasteland filled with sorrow
Tomorrow I was going to be someone
but today I am drowning in stagnant water.
swallowing filthy unclean pride that fills my lungs like liquid.
its stench is an aroma of regret
as i splash recklessly
screaming as I tire quickly in this cesspool
that was told to be the fountain of youth
witch is really a tar filled pond of suffering silence

with no hands to pull me out.
This place will take me away.
I hope you can sleep at night
knowing you watched and didn't give me a hand as I put up a fight.
a fight for a future and a life.
and drowned my self in the end.
asphyxiating sound
as silence echos my voice in the wind
Its over. I consumed myself
no remedy to turn this around.
stuck underwater never to breath again.

Just forever broke and hollow.
in a wasteland filled with sorrow

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