Don't Be Sorry, I Will.

You're eyes. I cant define them.
all I want to do is gaze at them.
yet I am shot down.
You would rather be on your own.
I feel disenchanted. The life taken out of me.
For you I was willing to move mountains.
I was willing to build you a bridge to my heart.
But, I guess my dreams are shattered.
Its becoming that time of year, where its hard for me to make it on my own.
February 14th will be the death of me. it always has.
it reminds me how alone I really am.
as the world is out loving who allows them to love them
I am in my room crushed as mine runs from life.

all i want in this world is to grow up.
I want to take on everything I could ever offer.
instead of standing all alone.
so threatened by the fact I will never find mine.
You were, all I dreamed of.
you were all I wished for.
You were who I wanted to fall in love with.
Way to leave me in the dark.
all i wanted to do was be the one to stay,
to make you smile.
and i will,
...i will.
Or I guess i would of.
i cant run from loneliness.
it is everywhere, even in my dreams.
its everywhere where you are not.
and you are not a part of my life.
I don't want this. Its not what i had in mind.
its so hard, I am hardly breathing.
please, you were the one to put breath in my lungs.
now they are freezing.
and nobody is here to warm them.

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