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Not MY Type
its so insulting when i am the subject of discussion.
with the only things people can say is that i am funny
funny or not thats not all a person can be.
yeah fucking hilarious me.
sure i thrive off of humor
but how do i get this side to show.
because the show they see is a short lived version of me
funny as can be yet frightened i might be.
what could it take for these people to see.
maybe sensitivity or my lucidity
to be able to get through anything thrown at me
but when these subjects come up
i'm just the one poking fun, you see
its not what i wish to be
never serious people may think
but really i am no ones type
funny and fun it seems
but why must i always be the "wrong type"
everywhere i go i am the wrong type.
not her type, not my type
your funny your cute just not my type
who's my type? whats my type?
from the looks of it i feel as i am no ones type
if there is speak up because i cant find my type
its frustrating always being no ones type
so i will be by myself
i closed up and walled my self
because you obviously dont desreve myself
if you cant even learn myself or seldomly approach myself
as shollow as myself. ..i. guess.
i wish i just didnt only have myself
other than my jokes i am just another person you may see
but to me its all i see. like seriously. its not all i want to be
i laugh i joke but no one ever sat next to me
its annoying to be the one that will be
disruptive, yeah its me
but give me a reason not to be
picked last because he's weird you see.
funny. maybe. "but my popular friends wont let me,
see what really he might be". you see,
this was everyday in school for me, unfortinitly
fucking annoying and frustrating but i didnt let anyone see
it really pisses me the fuck off to be the one that no one will see
now that i ranted and schemed forever
and over using a ryming letter
maybe you will start to understand
its not what i stand for
i get lonely too i just pick who i stand by. and its clear since i have no type
i am just standing all alone. but i stand tall. but i am impatient.
its fight or flight
and fucking sick of not being no ones type
