11:11 Indulgence

its 11:11 ,
maybe i can wish for a little piece of heaven
or atleast one of my dreams come true
and i have a few, a few too many

all i ask is that this void willl go away.
to one day be satisfied with all that is to be
for i am far from that.
and all i strive for is this hunger in my soul to be quenched

i cant think of a better time to pray,
ive lost it all over the months
the past is so depressingly far away.
just please give me something to live for.

i constantly check the time on the clock
for i only have a minute to be completley self centered.
and i just wisht to find that light at the end of the tunnel.
and make it out sometime soon.
ive been ready for my life to start.

i beg whatever the makers name is, please
get these struggles to flow away
and to forever be forgotten.
i dont wish riches.
i wish freedom, purpose and slight heroicness
i wish to no longer feel anomosity twords others

greed is not in my vocabulary at this moment.
i beg for forgiveness.
i wish to lead a better life
and lead others to the light
the light of happyness
for ive been in the dark for so long.

ive been alone for so long
its been tolled that the lonliest fish growes the largest.
well i wish to be that fish.
i wish for a voice that the world can here.
here what ive been through,
here and understand my troubles through meledoys and voice.

i wish to the courage to do good
and to make all the right descions
i wish these shackles on my self cenceterd soul to go away.
i wish to be able to persieve beauty and be able to compraind what it means

i wish to be supportive, full of wisdom
i wish to save a life if possible
i owe so many lives since i wrecked many.
i wish to be the ideal lover

the gentleman,the soldier, the poet, the respected,
the beliver,the charisher, the muscian, the advisor,the real,the satisfied.the brave

and most fo all i wish to be the one that lives with much purpose

i never believed in magic, superstiastan or even religion
but if i could achive these many demanding requests this very minute, this very hour, this very day.
to set me in the right direction
i will change and follow my heart
and for once live with purpose
and i dreamed of the days this void was replaced with all these traits

and please maker witch ever name you go by
grant me these traits so i may be able to feel and see the beauty of life for once.

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