Myself

My eyes are open but I cannot see
just what exactly is wrong with me
I'm walking out. I'm going nowhere
I'm choosing a path that ends up back here
I just want to come back home
I don't want to be alone
cause I'll find myself running away again

 

I'm trying so hard to see myself
but I'm only looking at nothing
Maybe I should try being myself
and then begin to look for something
(Chorus 1)

 

My lungs are working but I cannot breathe
I feel them inflating inside of me
I'm wondering through the path that's gone
I should have trusted myself all along
I don't want to come back home
I just want to be alone
cause I found myself running away again

 

If I try too hard to see myself
I'll find myself staring at nothing
But if I try to just be myself
I hope I'll be searching for something
(Chorus 2)

 

My lips are moving but I cannot speak
my own opinion because I am weak
I was taken down the path that only ends
in a dark place where light cannot come in
and now I'm running away once again

 

I've tried way too hard to see myself
and I found myself glaring at nothing
I've already tried to be myself
but found myself searching for nothing
(Chorus 3)

 

-Why cant I see?
Why cant I breathe?
Why cant I speak?-(3x)

 

I ask myself these questions to find an answer, but I just receive impressions that increase the cancer. And in my mind I am the deceiver.

 

-Chorus 1-
-Chorus 2-
-Chorus 3-

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this song has been through alot of changes but i think i finally found a good connection with it.
5/07/03

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