The hurt I feel

The hurt I feel

the hurt I feel I can't explain, the pain inside just isnt the same, i have no tears just the shame of knowing what ive caused, the hurt i feel isnt just for me its for my wife, that i promised to be and who i wasnt that brought this on me, i ask for forgiveness and set you free, the hurt i feel i will never forget, how i got here is my regret, i pray to God to help me change but I can't undo All the shame, i can only go forward to be a better man to show ive learned that i can, theres no one else to replace the women i made mine to be, i will go further in this life alone And be that man on my own, maybe one day you will forgive me for the hurt i feel and we could bond together and make it real, this is hurt i feel to move on without the women that made me real, love you Jo 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This I wrote for myself to change what I can and accept what I can't