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The pills in my past are back again

But I don't want to be where I've already been

Transcending down the route of which I've gone before

I re-live all my memories and intend to make more

Chemicals combine and start to change my mind

As the clock of my life begins to rewind

I go back to the year when I was 14 years old

I was so unprepared for what my future would hold

Not even a year and I had been suspended

Because on those drugs I had become dependent

But I didn't learn my lesson or consider my mistake

Instead I moved on up and everyday I got baked

I went along for two years without getting caught

Until a cop showed up seeing what he should not

Being cuffed and charged, it was all my own fault

But even this did not put me to a halt

Because even though my coin landed on tails

By a stroke of luck, I was not in jail.

I tried to be clean and become drug free

But I figured out quickly that just wasn't me.

Sadly still, I'm cultivating that seed

Because I'm sitting here now, about to take speed..