I Know They Don't

I know that there is always

Someone there who cares for me

But I can't help feeling so unkown

I know that someone always

Is there for me

But I can't help feeling all alone

I tell myself

This has no effect on me

But I know it's a lie

Cause I can't feel this pain

They don't know how dark I am inside

I sometimes wonder and accuse myself

For everything that is

I try to stay happy

Forget pain, forget addiction

Cause I know how just

A few minutes of being numb could kill me

Some turn away

As if they don't see

Act as if nothings different

But all I need is

For someone to hold me close

And tell me of tomorrow

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