Anger to Love

We two are two of a kind.

We love each other, and each other we love.

We spent every last day together, you and I,

We loved every minute, every last one.

When it came time to say goodbye,

We both tried so hard not to cry.

Even though we knew it wasnt forever,

It was going to be one month too long.

We each drove our seperate ways,

Thinking about the next time

We would see each other.

As time progressed, we talked every other day,

For first one week then two.

And after that second week, something was wrong.

And what was else, only you knew of it.

You told me that day, you told me what was wrong.

You suggested a break, some time for each of us.

We talked, and talked, and finally you were convinced,

We could stay together and all would be well.

We talked again the next day,

Everything was as it should, and everything was right.

We went one day without talking, that day being yesterday,

And today we fought again.

You questioned my actions, I tried my best to answer,

Staying calm all the while.

You questioned my thoughts, and again i answered,

And once more I stayed calm.

You questioned my dedication, and I lost my head.

I gave you everything I could,

I gave you my every ounce of trust, will, and Love.

I asked in return, only for love and devotion.

It appears now that my trust was misplaced,

My will could've been better spent,

And my love, my love always seems to lead me astray,

I had thought for once that it was right,

That i had found to person that makes me always happy.

I had thought that I would never be alone again.

It appears that, as always, lead me astray.

I want to go find a concrete wall now,

Maybe by punching it I will break my hand,

And maybe that pain can help me forget about you,

Even if only for a day.

And then I realize, that even after all of this,

Even after thinking I wanted nothing more,

Nothing more than ridding my self of you,

I finally realize that you are the one for me,

And that I will always love you.

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