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Stupid Girl (Different Poems, Same Subject.)
Lonely and melancholy
Too slow and stubborn.
Silence scares me
Beauty intimidates me
I am a shadow.
I despise people
I see their lies
Their harm
In every line.
I despise my own actions,
My own crimes.
My eyes burn with tears,
My tears are acid.
Every time I cry,
I scar.
I hate the way the world pretends,
In those empty moments
Where each star looks
Like a wish.
Wishes measure like nothing.
Stars do not cry.
They cave in
Die on the inside first.
Nova
When I bleed,
Stars flicker.
With every flicker,
I’m closer to death.
I’m mindless and insignificant.
Love does not grow in acid.
My skin is poison.
My tongue is venom.
My body is death.
My words cut like little knives.
The thoughts I barely whisper
Shred like razors.
Wounded dove by my side.
I can no longer feel
Every ache, strive, love’s loss
Looks like nothing.
I turn shadow into stone.
My body, white, pale yellow and pink
With fragile blue lines draw in between.
Darkness becomes me
I am the light you swallow
The end you choose.
Hate the sounds
Hate here
Suffocating in myself
Tomorrow does not shine.
Nothing ever did
That gold, gaudy and fake
That silver sparkle, tricked with the sun,
Like diamonds and emeralds.
Tiny paper stars,
Crawl along the vastness
Blank and white.
Dizzy dream
Stupid girl.
