infinity





some years ago i placed a simple band

on your finger representing infinity

and naive me i really thought,

i thought that you would love me, infinitely

but that band became just a ring

another piece of token everyday jewelry

and that day we stood underneath

the omnipotent eye God,

i soon would learn was just a day

you took something intangible

and you touched it and handled it

you fumbled it and crushed it

and ever so easily you handed it back to me

you put infinity in my hand

with ease when you said you loved me

but were no longer in love with me

you traded our infinity for your finite pleasure

and you didn't even try to spare me

you must have wanted me to know

you left your text messages on our computer screen

and silly me, in love with the thought of infinity

i wanted to try to get through it

i was going to deal with your infidelity

because that day was more than a day to me

i stood before God and he was watching me

and i said i would love you infinitely

i guess you don't realize what all of that means

now i'm moving out and get ready to sign papers

trading my band for tears of infinity.



Robyn V. Evans

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