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D.S. The things that i feel for you
Are all mixed up inside
And all the things you said
Are still locked inside my head
I'm not really sure
What i should do
Now that i'm without you
These mixed emotions
Are the only things i feel
Andi just don't know
When my heart will fully heal
I feel anger
I feel pain
I even felt love once again
So now i'll tell you
So that you know
All the things i felt for you
That i didn't show
You know i fell in love with you
But i did my best to not to
Because from the very start
I suspected that you'd break my heart
But i didn't want to believe it
To be true
Because all i wanted was for you
To love me too
But i fell in love anyway
But i kept my mouth shut
And did not say
What i really felt
Until it was too late
But i will tell you now
And tell you true
Why i fell in love with you
You cared about me
When no one else would
You complimented me
And made me feel good
You wanted me around
For a little while anyways
And never seemed to call me bad names
You never used me
AS far as i could see
But i really hope you didn't baby
When you put your arms around me
That made me feel safe
And thats when i knew
That i was in the right place
I felt this way
About you but didn't want you to know
For i feared you wouldn't
Feel the same towards me
And you didn't as you can see
But i tell you now
And tell you true
That i will always
Feel this way towards you
I'm really sorry
But i also hate you
For what you did
That was untrue
I didn't deserve
To get treated this way
But you still stabbed me in the back
And i was betrayed
Everything was fine
And you were mine
But i don't know what happened
Cuz everything started falling apart
And i ended up
With a broken heart
You started to say
That you were too busy to see me
And then you'd never call
That's when i realized something was wrong
Then you cheated on me
And that hurt like hell
Can't you see
When we broke up I asked you why
You just gave me stupid excuses
That made me cry
You say you never wanted a girlfriend
In the first place
So why let this relationship go on for 6 1/2 months
Why not tell me right away
Why hurt me like this
And make it so your
The one thing i'll truly miss
I also feel like i was just a game
That you could play
And when you got done
You threw me away
Like the piece of trash
That you think i am
Because you really
Don't give a damn
You say thats not true
But i don't know what to believe
Or what i should do
Even though you hurt me
Like this i still forgive you
For your mistakes
And i'll do whatever it takes
To make ou see
What you mean to me
But no matter how mad i am at you
Or even if i hate you a little bit
I'll always find it
In my heart to forgive and love you
More than i'd like to usually admit
You've even given me
A lot of pain
That i wish you coulkd
Just take away
Because i didn't deserve
To get treated this way
You took me for granted
Even when i did
A lot of good things for you
And you did nothing in return
To show me how you felt too
I feel as though
I'm not good enough for you
And i don't know why
And i feel as though
You want more from me
No matter how hard i try
Did i do something wrong
To make you act this way
Did i do something that made you
Not want to stay
Whatever happened i think
That it's my fault
Even if it's really not
I've also felt empty
Since you've been gone
And i'm really misrable
Because i'm all alone
I feel like you hate me
For something i didn't do
And i'm so lost
Because i don't have you
I think about you a lot
And that makes me
Feel really sad
I even think about what we
Could have had
I want you in my life
But you don't want me in yours
And i can't figure out why
You don't want me anymore
I had something in my life
That was really good for me
And i was so happy
But now that you're gone
I feel that i don't belong
I really want you
To come back to me
Because i care about you so much you see
Even though you've
made me mad
And though you hurt me really bad
I still do love you
And i will always care about you too
So whatever happens
You will be in my heart
Because you've been there
From the very start
