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Numb
I feel like
My heart’s been
Stabbed
And impaled
Through the floor
Because
I’m dying on the inside
And there isn’t a cure
Pain so complex
I can’t put into words
So instead
I scream it
And see if that works
You see
I can’t tell whether
I’m drowning
Or if my body has burned
Because
It seems like
I’m either in hell
Or somewhere submerged
And so,
My soul’s been
Rotting
And gotten
To the point where
I can feel
Myself
Slipping away
To the point where
I can practically
TOUCH my
Own grave
As I’m condemned to
Dig it
Deeper
And deeper,
By the day, hour, and second
I’m here on this earth
To decay
This sinner’s soul
Became
A wrenched
Filthy
Rendering
Of what’s
No longer
More
What’s more,
I can feel my mind
Going to waste
Becoming nothing but
Empty space
I’m no longer the same
About to crash and burn
Flying this plane
We call fate
while going nowhere at an
Extraordinary rate
Because I’m
Being driven insane
trying to stop this pain
And I’ve
Already overdosed
Twice
On Novocain
This misery knocks at my door
And I
Didn’t want to let it in
But it still
Managed
To rob me
Of my
Happiness
Now my heart
Has been
Broke-in
Bleed-ing
Out
To this day
My humanity left
Thrown out
my viewing frame
Leaving me
Looking at my
Widow pain
Because the only thing I can see now is
Broken, inner shame
My ears still ring
From the outcries
I have made
Overwhelmed
By all the voices
Inside my brain
In fact
It got so annoyed
It went down
Psychopath
And yonder lane
After that,
It jumped
In
And out of
Thought’s own train
It committed suicide
I’m brain dead
Nowadays
Nowadays
I can’t figure out why
I can’t get my head straight,
Psychiatrists thought they can do it with a jacket
Oh, how wrong were they
So instead
I’m left to cry it all away
But I’m running
Out of tears
I’m becoming
Numb
To the pain
