a split second, sacrificed any image of responsibility,

should have and could have, consequently haunts my ability,

the eyes of family, bump it down another notch,

do it - done - on my belt, add another botch,

actually it was a fairly large fuck up, possible death so grim,

stupid, idiot, naive, immature, thoughtless - and any other synonym,

wonderful memories of ignorance, latched to me such memorabilia,

discard me, append apparent diagnosis of kakorrhaphiophilia,

unconscious revisited trend? who the hell knows,

i hurt, hurt you, turn friends and family into foes,

wish, just wish i could go back, take the past and de-laminate it,

forever that way, etched in time, no way to de-contaminate it.

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