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Another year alive, another year depressed
It's coming it's coming!!
Another year passed right by me.
Nothing changed...
I'm still alive, but I don't feel like I am.
I'm dead inside.
Going through the motions.
Get up, go to work, get home, drink...
Alone...
I thought I would have found that certain somebody
The one to love me and for me to love
The one to heal my heart
The one for me to see beauty again
But no...she doesn't exist
My confidence is lower than my IQ
I drink to forget, but I always wake up remembering
I scream to get rid of the fear, but it's always behind me
Another year
I'm another year older soon,
I didn't want to be here after I lost them
I just want to see their faces again
I want to be a burden no longer
Not enough Rum, never enough Beer
Cocaine, marijuana, heroin, alcohol
I've taken enough to kill 100 men
But I'm still here
Why??
So I can be tormented?
Why am I here?
What is the point of my existence?
I must have answers, but who do I ask?
GOD??
HE ABANDONED ME LONG AGO
So I left his life to himself
He has forsaken me
He is dead to me
Another year
And all I wanted was to be TRULY happy
Just for a mere second
If I died after that single second of true happiness
No regrets
But alas, it is not meant to be
Misery is my wife, Hatred is my blood, Anger is my soul
In the end, does any of it really matter?
No. It doesn't
Eventually you are FRGTN
I just want hapiness, just a bit of it...please?
