first poem "the unsolvable puzzle"

we walk together on this earth defeating all who oppose us
but now i have crossed this line you refuse to pass
i turn to see you turning back
i reach my hand to take you with me
but by the time its too late
now my world is filled with puzzles
misleading words from those around me
i miss the straight door ways we were accustom to
but now i wake every day to new mysteries that await
my solving but in the end it just leads to the question
why are you away?
out of lonliness grows paranoia the demons of the soul take refudge in my heart
whisper everything i dont need to hear
tell me the only one who cares is the one in the mirror
its addiction grows and continues to feed
till all thats left is the remnants of me
their thoughts soon become my own as i grow accustom to living this life alone
they say that life is not worth living
"no one will come to save you just go home"
but if i keep walking no matter how damage i become
i will continue walking to spite them even if it has to be alone
light shines at oppurtune moments
only to be casted away by the darkness that consumes me
like snakes they poison all life around me
until it burns into chaos
devourer of hearts the serpent king is this what they call me?
"keep them all away the only one you need is me"
"you bring them any closer and we will feed"
"they all wish you to be used why should it be news"
"when we already knew"
i stand behind this line and what is it that i find
but a puzzle with your name
the mechanics broken and the logic unfound
but the most important puzzle anyhow
but now i wake every day to new mysteries that await
but in the end it leads to the fact ive solved every puzzle
but the one with youre name
alone in familiar darkness they scoff again
"just accept who you are, the serpent king devouer of hearts"
"we enjoy you futile attempts so go confess youre love show her how you care"
"you cant see the fear and disgust she has when she see the beast you see in
the mirror"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

first poem its a mess just thoughts thrown on paper with no structure