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I need help

I need to be picked out of this river im drowning in

I feel so out of control right now, carried by the current

Panic

I just need to talk

About how I can go from so good

To so bad so fast and not know what hit me

What happened

From when I could resist so easily

I must be falling all over again

It hurts

When I smile and I don't mean it

When I don't get something that simple

When I'm falling all over again

In the same place I fell last time

The same way

Denial

Of every feeling from my heart

Of the last time I fell

No one was there to catch me

No one

Ever remembers who I am

Believes that I am ok

Believes that I want to be

I don't

Want to see you with someone else

Like standing on the edge of summer

I can't

Come back without you

Keep lying and trying to protect myself

Because I don't believe myself

When I simply say

I need help