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The feeling that you cant explain...
When there’s nothing left you can do…
All you can do is cry…
Some how you want that pain away…
But you can’t think of away.
Your feeling make you go bezerk…
The feeling you have is unexplainably crazy..
All you want to do is die…
The moments when you want to fall to pieces…
And break down..
And hurt your self…
Is useless…
The pain…
It hurts…
With this broken heart and soul… there’s nothing that can fix it… depressed…all I want to do is sleep..sleeping is amazing..it gives me warm fuzzy feeling in side…
But that feeling don’t last long…
The days go by…
You ask “did I serve my time?” “can I just leave already?”
But that one thing keeps pulling you back on this ugly earth with mean harmful people..
With an alone feeling.. never felt love. Never felt affection..
Just breaks your heart…
The feelings that run thru your mind are to deep…
To sorrow…
To chill-a-fying…
But that pain or feeling will never go away…
I hope it makes you happy to think I’m a fun and loving person… with a smile always on my face…
You would never have thought that she cries her self to sleep…
That she want to die…
That she want that pain to go away…
But in reality I never will..
your just left here defeated and broken down..
The feeling of not caring anymore….exist…and its here with me every…single…seconded…. ~Mackenzie Mastin
