To Disappear

“Help Me!” I scream,

As I try holding on to sanity.

“Hold me!” I yell.

No one seems to hear me .

“Take me away.” I plead,

But it seems I am invisible;

I stand in a crowd of people.

“Can you hear me?!” I exclaim,

Getting agitated.

Bodies walk through me, as if I am not here.

“Hello? Are you blind?” I ask one female body;

Not a glance, nor a gesture.

So, this is how it feels to disappear.

Isn't this what I wanted?

To be free, and have no connections.

To have people leave me alone?

“Okay, enough now!

I'm right here, I'm waving my arms in your face.

Try to see me, know I am here!”

This is how it must be, to disappear.

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Written in 2002

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