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I'm glad it's so easy
To pretend that I'm gone
So much easier than admitting I exist
I'm happy for you,
Really I am
And that you can get through a day
Without the pain I carry in my chest
The anxiety that weighs me down
The drowning feeling
As I open my mouth for air
But flounder instead
Maybe you'll see me
If only you'd open your eyes
Act like maybe you give a shit
And give me peace of mind
The games you play
How old are you, again?
Shouldn't we be past this?
But, alas, I am nothing
I am crumbling
I am fading
Because this pain is taking over
I know you don't care
If you did,
Maybe I'd hear from you
Who the fuck am I kidding?
I'll just sit here, quietly
