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Unspoken words
Did you ever think that maybe it would have been best
If you just kept pushing me away
I don’t know what else to do except think that way
I had started to move on and get things off my mind
Even without you around all the time
But to my surprise you suddenly came back.
Now sometimes I’m more confused than before
I always let my self get off track when you’re around
Because I always put you first
But then you just make me feel bad and that’s not a good feeling
It’s the worst
Maybe you should just walk away & leave me hanging once more
I just can’t take what you do to me
Maybe you should just step out of my life for good
Honestly I don’t know why you do this I never understood
Maybe that’s the best thing to do if at all you care for me
Just walk away
Because I want to be happy you see
But all you keep doing is confusing me
You’re never really going to let me in
I know this for a fact
And that’s a problem
When it comes to you sometimes
I just don’t know how to react
So please take your smiles and your laughs
Take your broken memories from your past
Take our fallen memories that didn’t last
And just walk away
Leave me in your mind
Remember me how you want
Don’t worry without you, I’ll be fine
Let our friendship die
Let us drift apart
Maybe that’s the best thing you can do
And I say this from my heart
So if I call you
Don’t answer
When I send you a card
Throw it in the trash like you always do
If I e-mail you don’t reply,
You never do anyways
but just in case
So when you hear me crying
go on with your life and walk away
That shouldn’t be hard for you
Just slap me tell me to shut up and get over it
This is the only way that it can be
I hate to have to tell you this
Maybe once again you should
Keep your distance
And pretend that I was never apart of your existence
Please this is my one wish
Even though you’re really the only one I’ll miss
I don’t want to hurt anymore
We should both be happy and live happy lives just like everyone wants
But I don’t understand you and I never have
And you don’t even know me like you think you do
I know I’m sorry
And I know it’s sad
But you never really knew exactly what you did to me
You hurt me so bad
Yet I still keep hanging on
In hope that you will change
But still your selfishness remains
This hurts me more than you will ever know
But please just,
just let me go
And if this hurts you at all
Don’t bother to let it show
I don’t want to know.
Can you hear me crying and see me wiping the tears from my eyes
You’re never here for me, yet I’m still not surprised
Makeup smears down my cheeks
I wish I wasn’t so intense so sensitive and so weak
But the sadness that you bring to me echoes in the back of my mind
And if ever we had to walk away
Now is the time
All of these unspoken feelings and unspoken words
Yet silence is all that’s ever bound to be heard.
