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Just feel my pain, that’s all I ask of you
I can’t keep track of the tears recently cried
Sometime I lost count
But you wouldn’t be able to endure the amount
I wish that you could only feel what I do
I wish you could feel it burn the insides of you
Sharp pains as you awake
Pains of sorrow I can no longer take
I wonder what your doing
Are you happy I hope you are?
I’ll be happy for you if you’re doing well
But what about me
You didn’t see me go down as I slowly fell
I screamed out your name
I cried for your love
I prayed to the heavens above
But you didn’t hear my cries
You didn’t answer to my screams
Look at what you’ve done to me
Sex ruins everything
I hope that someday you feel my pain in your bones
I hope that you feel it and it never leaves you alone
I hope you lay restless and cant sleep at night
At least as long as I did
Like the two months I lived in fright
You’ll never know what it feels like
To feel something living inside you
Going on each day not knowing what to do
with no one to turn to
Then suddenly it dies
No longer inside
An emptiness I cant find words to describe
I should have never given myself to you
I guess at the time it felt like what I was supposed to do
You should have waited until you were married like you wanted to
And I should have waited for someone to love me
Not you
A person who could turn out to be so cold
A person who turned out to be so ugly inside
A person who could just walk away from me as I cried
I just want you to feel the same pain that you caused me
I just want you to see
Then I want you to leave
Walk away from the memory
Erase me from your life
Erase me from your thoughts if I was ever even apart of them
But don’t forget my pain
I hope it stays with you and drives you insane.
I hope it stabs you in your mind just like a knife
For the rest of your life
It doesn’t matter now I know
I will let you go
I will no longer let my pain be evident
I will no longer let it show
You wouldn’t have been able to handle the love I was willing to give
So I hope you feel the pain you caused as you remain to live.
