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if your out there
If your out there please hear me
If your out there please listen
Have you ever been in love with a persons soul
How does that happen, I still don’t know
My bones ache just at the thought
Who was I trying to fool all this time I’m sorry but I forgot
How could I ever think that I could be the person you needed in your life
How could I ever be strong enough
I will never be that though
If I poured my heart and love out to you
Would you be able to eventually pull me through?
Pull me up from this title wave
For eternity I would be your slave
I will never be the person that you want
I will never be the one to make you happy
And It hurts so much
That Its your heart I never touched
I tried a thousand times over to be someone that I’m not
But the walls that you put up
and the guards who stand around your heart just can not be fought.
You need someone’s love
I know you do
I can hear your plead
I can feel that your in need
If your out there please hear me
If your out there please listen
What can I ever say to prove that I can be good enough for you
What do I have to do?
Is it true
will I never be the one
The one to have ones love?
I guess it is
Because no matter what I do
I cant ever seem to be good enough
Over time I have had offers
Some want to share there heart with me
Is it true what I see
Are they true the words I read
Someone really wants to be with me?
Someone on the outside
Feel in love with my inside
And wiped away the tears I tried to hide
But still I’m just not ready
My heart beat is unsteady
He laid beside me as I feel into a deep deep sleep
As his arms were wrapped around me I feel into that dream
The dream of you and I
The same dream that I have most nights
But he was with me now
I could not cry as I was awake
So I cried inside my dream
I just can’t shake the fact
Of hiding who I am from the world
I’ve been hiding behind this strong person for so long
But this is not where I belong
If your out there please listen
If your out there please hear me
You don’t know me
But what can I do to make you see
I want you to remember me free
I want you to know me, happy.
Oh I wish I could be good enough
To earn your trust
And good enough to earn your love
If your out there please listen
if your out there please hear me
I must confide
I’ve been in love with your soul
Now you must know
I wanted to be good enough
And I wanted to be tough
But inside im just a little girl
Hiding here secrets from the world
I want to be happy
I always have
So I guess I’ll just be glad
And hope you understand
I tried to be the one you wanted and the one you’d someday need
But still here I am
Still I did not succeed.
If your out there, please
just listen....
