Let Me Live

I want to be alive

I don’t want to go out through suicide.

This isn’t your life it’s mine so let me decide.

Is this what you like?

To see that I will never be alright?

There will be no tomorrow

I will drown to death in my own sorrow.

You’re never sorry

It’s really hard to call you my mommy

Your voice in constantly in my head making me wish I was dead.

There is nowhere to go

You say I’m growing too fast when in all I’m growing to slow.

I sit in class wondering how long will my pathetic life will last

The hours aren’t going by fast

This world is a filthy place

I’m a disgrace and should be replaced.

This is not a teenager phase

To feel like I shouldn’t have been raised

I want to love me, but your actions won’t let me be.

If I die tonight just know you were never right so goodbye.