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Changes
Why do so many changes have to appear
These are what I fear
People usually pray to have changes for the best
But why do I always get stuck with the rest?
My life has suddenly changed right in front of me
Is this the way I really want it to be?
So many changes filling my mind
Wait, pause, stop, and rewind
In rewind, my life looks fine
But where was the warning sign?
Who ever said I was ready for it?
Now I'm being forced to deal with this shit
I can't get all of these changes out of my head
There's just so much to be said
Why are some of my friends drifting away?
Why is it that we don't even know what to say?
Towards certain people, I'm so confused on how I feel
This is no nightmare, the changes and feelings are real
It seems like only yesterday that I was so sure of myself
But now it feels that each part of my life is packed away on separate shelves
Where is the key to my heart?
Is this where I'm supposed to start?
Where's my soul, my mind, my brain?
If I don't find these, I think I'll go insane
The key to my heart
Why do i feel so confused and torn apart?
My soul, my mind, my brain
All feels like it's falling in front of me, like rain
So many changes in so many ways
I've been feeling this way for so many days
Do people still care?
Are they really still there?
I feel so far away, not close at all
I want to rise to the top and not fall
If people really still do care
They have to express that in a different way
There's not much else to say
I wish these changes never would've came
I wish my life was like it was in rewind, the same
Unfortunately, changes come and go a lot
Sometimes I feel so small, smaller than a dot
Where is that shelf that allows me to be myself?
I want people to like me for me
That's how it should be
Why do so many changes have to appear?
These are what I fear
People usually hope and pray to have changes for the best
But why do I always end up with the rest?
My life has suddenly changed right in front of me
Is this the way I really want it to be?
I don't like it this way
Please take all of these changes and feelings away
Bring back my friends
Help make my feelings more clear for me
Make everything happy
That is the way I wish to be
