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i realize my promises just don't mean shit

and my apologies have been said too many times

i know you have your own life to deal with

i know you don't need to deal with mine

you may not even read this

because you've never sounded so mad

i feel guilty for the guilt i put on you

i fucked up, we both know i did

now, i'm not making you any promises

i'm TELLING you is more like it

i'm going to stop everything i'm doing

i'm done with all my bullshit

you probably don't believe anything i'm saying

and i know you said it means nothing to you

but i still think i should let you know

i'm becoming a better person, thats the God's honest truth

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i know i've said this so many times dimitri, but i do mean in this time, and like i said.. it's not a promise, i'm telling you. and promise sounds more like i'm trying to stop, this is different because i know i can stop. you never sounded so mad than you were on friday and i know you care i really do, i hella fucked up squishy. but anyways, i love you dimitri, always will. best friends forever. i wouldn't publicize my mistake if i didn't feel like shit and you know that, but yeah. forgive me?

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