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What The Fuck Am I Doing?
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Soph Year - College She finally lays silent, damage complete
From her past to my present, I’ve seen it before
Somehow manage to end in self-defeat
These trivial “freak-outs” I have grown to abhore
It’s really not to late to hit the eject
But maybe I’m a headcase too, at least I’m a fool
Because here I stand, once I more I elect
To try save a girl from her past’s icy water so cool
I know I deserve better, hell she knows it too
So why am I still here? Why is she in my bed?
It’s not the first time; it’s actually one of a few
My life would be easier if my penis was dead
Hence I find myself sitting here blankly
Going out of my way for some girl
Who hours ago said she’ll never grow to love me
So angry at myself that it makes my head twirl
