Yesterday I Cried

I never cry anymore

I don't let my tears drop to the  floor

I let the feelings build up in my head

I never let my eyes dampen and turn red

I never let people see when I'm hurt or sad

I keep in the feelings, yeah I know it's bad

But yesterday I couldn't find a place to hide

So to my  room I ran and cried

I just broke down, couldn't keep it in anymore

So tears found there way to the floor

To the place they fell before

The thought of losing what I don't have to lose scared me

The truth of the matter I didn't see

I cried tears I hadent in the past years

I cried tears for all of my fears

I cried because I was afraid to feel

The tings around me didn't seem real

I was afraid to love and be loved, I wouldn't give in

The room did it ever spin

Until now,

Now I was crying, but how?

How did I let myself let go?

Let the tears start to flow?

How did I let the tears of yesterday give way?

Give way until the break of today?

But today I sighed

Because yesterday I cried.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Pent up felings, boiling up inside, I broke down and let the tears run down my cheeks. alone in my room. My tears wernt seen. No one saw them. No one will know the yesterday I cried. More pain builds up if you keep everything inside.

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