Tribute to Nothing (wrote it when I was very pissed)

My dad is a fucker

sometimes I wish he would die

my dad drives me crazy

because of his lies

I hate him more than anything

I hate his face, and disease he brings

I hate the way that I am treated

I wont rest until hes defeated

around him I cannot feel joy

he treats me like a puppet, his own little toy

I cant take this anymore

sometimes I wonder what I am still here for

I'm slipping into a depression

I dont like how I feel, this is my confession

I dont seem to feel any love

sometimes I wish he would just shove...

me to the floor, knock me down

so I can call the police, and leave town

I cant wait until I'm grown

but life on my own, I havent known

he is always in control

I feel like I've been living in a hole

everyday it gets harder to breath

now I have this inner need

to make him disappear somehow

I want him to leave me alone right now

I'm wishing things that just arent right

we dont go a day without a fight

I cant wait til I leave this place

and never have to see his face

I will never be like him

I'll never make others feel as dim

my children will never feel this way

things will be happy mostly everyday

he treats my mom even worse

everynight they fight and curse

when shes sore and tired from work

he yells at her, hes such a jerk

inside my head is such a force

I wish that they would get a divorce

all he does is sit on his ass

while we are slaves, and walk on glass

trying just to stay out of trouble

I do nothing wrong, but feel it double

I often feel like I've died

when my best I have tried

and he tells me its not good enough

everyday life gets a little more tough

and he is so selfish

wants everything in a golden dish

while we scrape what we have off the plastic

sometimes he makes me so sick

we are all bullied into giving in

theres no way that we can win

yes, my dad is a fucker

to rid of him is to late

my dad is almost evil

and its him that I hate

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