Magnetic Mortar

Magnetized by your pain I dare not break the dam
Loving me so wholly though I am of a different kind
You saw my darkness and it lighted you like a flame
Enticed like a moth You knew we were just a whim,
My true love was waiting, waiting in the wings
The act of sin we both own sealed our earthly fate
ever working towards the undoing of an innocent crime
Your innocence held me drunk while I dealt with your shame
Young and lost, ever in pain we knew eacothers debts.
And For twenty plus years I wanted pain to set me free
Struggling Between divinity and your love for me.
Sin righting With a slant not perfectly aligned greatfully sowed,
My love,my hope, my return and my anchor of accountability
I have for twenty and more years soothed your soul
and for one brief Moment toiled with the idea of ablution
Guilt washed with the torrents of a breach in your damned mortar,
For just one billionth of a moment to spiritually, tangibly connect
but for one desire so cruel to gain one of equal measure must be lost.
I am now content to be with you in the here and now, with our three.
For I've seen your soul light walk in and the stranger is now gone.
Ever sending love to the one so constant and brave in sacrifice
so that they hear the passifying call upon the wind we love you still,
Both Taking childlike stances in your light so that I may become strong
Alas I love you both so and thus I must lie to you both ever in this life
It is what we agreed to learn, ordained in our triangulation of time.
But in the next I will honor you with love and hold you with esteem
as all our parts together In soul light will redeem.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For my here and now and everlasting of Which i adore.

View ssmoothie's Full Portfolio