Out Of The Love You Had For Me

Darling,
I'd like to let you know I now understand.
Why you let me go and took away your hand.
I know you never meant to hurt me.
A love like ours wasn't meant to last permanently.
When you said those four words I fell apart.
Like a cracked china doll you broke my heart.
I know it must've been hard for you,
to have set me free after all we've been through.
Late at night I think back of all our memmories.
Us slow dancing in your room with you holding me.
I know you let me go out of the love you had for me.
Now that the months have passed I've grown strong.
I no longer need you I'm complete one and alone.
Though,sometimes when I get lonely I still think of you.
I hope you're doing alright and that your dreams come true.
My wounds have healed and I no longer hate you.
You've made the ultimate act of courage and unselfishness.
To think of what was best for me and sacrafice your happiness.
Out of the love you had for me you set me free.
You knew I deserved more and better than you.
Since we separated I've accomplished so much without you.
In a way I thank you for putting me through this misery.
Cause' now I found myself and i'm free.
Maybe one day i'll see your face again,
In a different time and place maybe we could've been friends.
It's better to have loved and lost they say.
Time always mends a broken heart,
but the memmories always get in the way.
You hurt me out of the love you had for me.
I can't honestly say I know what love is anymore.
I don't know what I'm really looking for.
I keep on searching but never find the one.
Because I look for you in everyone.
I miss your dolphin smile,
how everything used to be so worthwhile.
Why does the dream always come to an end?
I'm awake now, but your face isn't forgotten.
Cause' I see your face in everyone who walks by.
I hear your voice in every word spoken to me.
How can I be angry?
When you only wanted the best for me.
I know I can never be close to you again.
I'm to aware in my state right now,
I don't want to play pretend.
The real worlds a bitch sometimes,
and we don't always win.
I thought you were the grand prize.
Until seeds of despair leaked from my eyes.
I know it must've been hard for you too.
To break up with me after how much I loved you.
I'd just like to let you know I've forgiven you.
In hurting me you've allowed me to grow and be free.
For this I thank you now and eternally.
You let me go out of the love you had for me.

 

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