Crimson Sleeve

The night it is cold

The air crisp and silent
There's a secret blowing in the breeze
She's surrounded by dark
Quietly seeking peace
The peacefulness of sweet release
In silence she sits 
Hiding yet hopeful
Alone but wishing 
Hoping someone will seek her out
She can't fight the urge anymore 
Her brain is screaming loud 
Do it the peace will come
Yet her hands tremble 
She still hopes someone will come
Before it's too late 
Before her brain has won
She holds her arm 
Studies it close 
She's been here so many times before 
It's a secret she has, yet doesn't understand
How can no one see 
The proof is there hidden beneath a sleeve 
Her heart is crying no 
Yet her brain is begging please 
Just one last time 
She pushes down 
The Crimson line shows her heart is racing
Her breath coming fast 
Yet finally it's there sweet release 
She drags it along watching the Crimson flow
So ashamed, so scared 
It's the only way she knows 
She hears her name being called down the hall
She stares the Crimson is flowing strong 
Will this be it, finally someone will see
The strength she doesn't have 
She falls to her knees 
Weeping silent tears 
She has lost so much 
Shattered to the core 
The Crimson brings peace
A knock on the door
Someone has come.....
Does she stand and open it, let them see
What she has become 
Reflecting shattered pieces in a Crimson pool
Seeking sweet release 
She sighs she feels peace
She responds... I'm almost done 
I'll be right there 
The footsteps go 
She wipes up the floor 
Pulls down her sleeve 
And heads out the door 
To return once more 
To a shadow of her 
Her Crimson sleeve 
Hidden once more 
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