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Internal hate berates

A feeling of constant mindstate

Should emotion feel this bad

Oh how I love it



Pleasant hate makes me break

But patience and thought holds

Myself is broken in two

The control between body and mind



I want to be so sadistic

I want to abuse every fucking person

I want to teach, show and hate

I want to be so mean



But confidence, or lack of, stops me

So I take it out on myself

Smash myself into another frame of mind

I have been through so many



All the cocks abuse this hole

They hurt my frame for them to step through

How I want to hurt them

How I want to break them back



So the knife cuts myself once again

The brain shoots the tubes again

The foot fucks the groin again

I soil and berate myself again



But now I give up

I've stopped hurting myself

I've stopped breaking myself

I just want to fucking break them!



And through blood stained eyes I percieve them

The scum and stupid dregs of this world

Let me rise by myself and teach them

How it means to be abused



I don't need anyone to help me

In my task to stain the world

I don't want a friend to aid me

To abuse and rape the haters