I hate to love you

look baby, i kno u and me got ties for different reasons, reasons i won't seldom speak of, cuz the pain coarses thru these viens at an alarmin rate, but i refuse to cry tears cuz they only make me weaker, blessed is the one without sin, to cast stones, unafraid of glass houses, and standin before is a mirror, reflections of this jaded soul, i don't wanna look, instead i live in the now and whisper sweet words in your ear, while my soul crys, wonderin if i'm who u really wish to be with, i'm not insecure its just u forced me to doubtful and her messages don't make it any betta, "I KNOW YOUR LOVE FOR ME RUNS DEEP" is this truth?, or a woman scorned and spiteful, so she try to give me and eyeful, and break our connection, with silly adolescent skeems, damn somebody wake me up, cuz this is one fucked up dream, enough wit love, and love ain't enough, to keep u, so i'll leave n you to stay, and i'll welcome u back with open arms closed wide shut, eternal bliss is inexistent, and while i'm holdin my middle finger to the sky, i'm just doin it for my pride, cuz got damn after all trails n tribulations, i'm still missin u, i bite my tongue, not fearful, but thinkin to myself, what u do is irrelevant, and somehow soo damn relevant, u unleashed hell on my heart, but not purposefully, its just the silence, the inconsistances in what u tellin me, thats really fuckin wit me, damn and after all this mi corazon still wants for u, leave but dont stray to far you, just let me song for awhile, cuz mmmm ya gonna want me back, baby tell me if its my luvv you want

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