Grand in the Avenue

On an X in the sand I lay

Across a thousand miles

In the passing of the day I sigh

Settled in my hopelessness

The motions carried out so blindly

They seem like ages ago

The bitter and the sour taste

Still they linger, fade a bit

Elephants crossing

The streets littered with waste

A thousand yards of pavement

Stitched with yellow lines

It doesn't matter where I go

Or what surrounds me there

I'm crippled in so many ways

With a phantom taking root in me

You could hand me some closure

What would it mean by now?

The past has taken a bite of me

It doesn't seem like it's growing back

The list unrolled seems endless

A pit in me grows deeper by the hour

A thousand feet below the Earth

To swallow my worries whole

Upon seclusion I'll fall to pity

Maddened by the silence about the halls

The loosening wires will all but dissolve

And I'll be free to snap

I could fall in love a thousand times

God knows if it would be the same

The familiar sense of binding

It still has some hold on me

The iron in my skull

The heavy in my heart

The fire that burns my finger tips

It all combines to nothing

And since nothing is all I've got

And all I've got to look forward to

I might just be grateful

As long as it comes by the thousands.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wonder what the world may think of me.

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