Catastrophe #1

It's doubt that gets to me

I try my best for people

which is always a mistake

or that's how it seems



Because if I do something spectacular

for them, then we both feel better

but then I guess they expect more

So, I'm the guy who listens, forever



As I to get stressed, and when I do

Either some just don't believe

Or they just tell me to suck it up

and go on with life, it's not that easy for me



No matter what they say

it's simple for me to tell

that no one could ever truly understand

how my extensively fucked up mind works



and I can say truly

That when there's no one around

that will believe, or understand what you say

it really hurts.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

These "Catastrophe" entries are more like slightly poetic journal writings. So I don't expect anyone to find them very interesting.

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