You Don't Understand

I wish I could fly you backwards to my past,

for you to see all the things I went through.

I sat around lonely crying in my room,

with no friends so I was blue.

Well now I have made some friends,

from moving on to a different life.

But when you don't call I feel the same,

I have the same troubles and strife.

I feel like you don't understand at all,

You have your friends and things to do.

I understand but sometimes I feel so small.

I wish you could understand how I feel,

why I do the things I do and the way I act.

I'm trying to improve on everything,

the skills I so much do lack.

But in a way you don't understand,

Don't understand where I've come from.

I've gone through a lot in my life,

in fact I've gone through a ton.

I try to forgot my past I really do,

but it is so hard sometimes with these emotions.

I want you to understand why I do things,

why I have so much commotion.

Sometimes all I have is you to talk to,

I hate when I'm alone and have no one to call.

When I talk to you I feel better.

when you don't get back to talk to me I ball.

You don't understand how instrumental you are to me,

You fill me with so many postive things.

It is so much a wonderful thing for me to have,

all the things you don't know you bring.

But I wish you would understand me more,

why I do the things you don't understand I do.

Oh wish you could really comprehend,

because sometimes I think you really don't have a clue.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written in 2003. Sometimes people don't understand why you are the way you are. sigh.

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