What I Don't Want To See Ever Again

It glimmered in faint light scantily illuminated by the dim glow from the window. 

Itself brought on vivid visions of clear rivers and of diamonds and of things that seemed important. 

But never obtained.

For a moment whilst being stuck in a loop it was all I could see. 

I Ignored my sorroundings, that place in time it was a part of me. 

I didn't want to look away or continue looking.

But the force it held, the hold it took, the way I was less attentive.

It betrayed me. 

So I continued looking trying to pay attention.

Tried to move my eyes to the source.

Trying to from the words I heard into images I could comprehend.

But the melody didn't fit, the harmony was off, and the voice struggling to find itself. 

I was flooded. 

Maybe it was too much to understand, too much to listen to.

Or had I just lost interest and gave way to a dismebodied experience. 

Either way I myself couldn't find the puzzle to match the piece. 

And putting it all together meant being honset.

I hadn't been in a while.

It trickled down her cheek as she closed her eyes trying to hold it back.

For some time I always saw it I was kind of used to it.

But this time seeing it in full clarity, completely unfiltered. 

I knew those previouse words and exchanged thoughts meant more than broken bones. 

But it happened once more and I told my fear away. 

And embraced in her arms I fell back in love. 

Not fully,

But enough to dull the light shining from her tears. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sometimes the paths you want to take throughout the day don't happen for a reason.

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