As Much As I Ignore

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November 2012

If this slow process leads to goodbye,

how much ore could i have tried?

don't reply, i won't ask to save my pride,

i'll just slowly sulk off to the side,

 

wait i lied, i'm out the front door,

leave the bar far behind the city shore,

even if this is goodbye, you're not a whore,

or a bore, you were once so much more,

 

as much as i ignore the memories they're still there,

at night when i sleep, it's darkness, it's everywhere,

how much more care do i need to spare?

it doesn't grow on rejection, it's not everywhere,

 

white wall stare until i fare much better,

wind blowing snow in i mentally make a sweater,

still wondering why i ever let her,

leave me and find someone better.

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