I Should've

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December 2011

Another night alone in my bead i must be damned,
please don't wake me up tomorrow cause i hate who i am,
should have stayed a clam cause i called it before,
figures i'm nothing to you everyone wants more,

i put my heart into every conversation but thats not enough,
even fought all my urges when you said you like it rough,
should have called it earlier your voice claimed no bluff,
figures i'm barely making it day to day, i'm too tough,

forgive me but i have to admit this world has changed me,
whatever i started out with was lost in the exchange fee,
when you open your eyes i hope you'll find you love me,
you're the only girl who i began being cuddly,

i put my heart in every text but the waiting is the killer,
maybe i should just say fuck it all and overdose on pills or,
try my luck pissing off some drunk, Jimmy is my filler,
you have me scared like i'm 10 again watching thriller.

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