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This is the loudest i know how to speak,

week by week i sound more feable and weak,

through written word i'm my own wiki leak,

been saying for years in high school i knowingly peaked,

been lost for weeks, dare i say years,

finally i've become my worst fears,

no care for thoughts of others, oblivious to my peers,

sipping Jack & Coke while they sip their beers,

with each drink they disappear, deep in my own mind,

i always try to find myself when i rewind,

but forget to remind myself to return to the present,

until a new regret is born, never pleasant,

quite unpleasant to admit, where do i begin?

even in my dreams, why can't i win?

go from losing to true, beyond deja vu,

no matter the dream i revert back to you.