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elusion
Standing around stealing glimpses of you
Doing those things that we used to do
I notice a tear slide out of my eye
As I’m standing around here questioning why
One day you were mine the next not at all
The pain was so crippling it forced me to crawl
On my knees to talk to GOD so he could dress these wounds
These deep gashes in my soul that come from missing you
That force me to notice the little things we took for granted
And to not clean out the flower pots we planted
I am hoping for growth
I am praying for peace
I can have them both
If I continue to believe
Partially asleep last night dreaming I saw you
Playing in my closet our game of peek a boo
You slide into plain sight and disappear
I awake straining to feel you though you are not there
Always know you’re in my heart
This situation is ripping me apart
Disappearing and showing yourself chills me
Remembering what happened kills me
Little by little I try to forget
This painful reality that brings me regret
