Pretty Little Nothing

Folder: 
sad

 

blank eyes

hard stare

you think im thinking but no thought is there

the things i say mean nothing;

the words i say why speak them all i want is silence.

My thoughts are blank and my heart already laid bare.

the lies the lies they circle my mind 

they sit behind my eyes and taunt me.

watching me waiting to come to my rescue, 

leaving me to sink in their viscous black.

the moment you define nothing you fill it with something, 

something something the words mean nothing

why am i still speaking i know im falling apart

i know my life is a lie my mind is tainted the promises all painted

im spinning im spinning this world i know its winning

im drained of thought im flushed of hope, 

home home home is all i want 

home is where i can simply be myself

blank. wordless. worthless. a pretty little nothing

Author's Notes/Comments: 

im told that its not ok to feel sad. but i know that i cant just keep it in, or itll become more than it really is. its easier to feel it here, where no one can tell me to not. ( if you can imagine spinning and sinking at the same time as you read this it has another small peice of dimension. 

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